forget my name.
you don't need to recall it.
erase it from your vocabulary.
it's just a meaningless arrangement of letters.
forget my face.
there's no need for recognition.
blur my features from your sight.
i'll just be faceless in the billions.
forget my voice.
no need to hear the silence.
the words are empty now.
there is no need for anything to be said.
forget my memory.
there's no need for a reminder of the times we had.
they are just insignificant moments in time.
no reason to remember.
forget my feelings.
they are meaningless now.
void emotions with nothing attatched.
there is no need to be considerate.
they are none
an image created from a broken dream
where nothing that exists is quite what it seems
a lifetime left to question your fate
where to change your past it is far to late
a memory of a lifetime that was once before
and who you are now, is never quite sure
nothing is worth the pain
it is so hard to refrain
i might as well give in too
the torment that i've been though
it is impossible to ignore
the pain i have endured
so i'll take the razor and slice
this feeling as cold as ice
i'll free the hurt that is inside
that is so easy for me to hide
and maybe the blood will show
with the way that it flows
that the pain that i feel
is something real
and maybe then you will learn
that you should be concerned
pretend and convince me by thenshesaid, literature
Literature
pretend and convince me
Feed me more lies about how much you care
And your feelings that were never there
Tell me again that you want me
And that I'm the girl you want to see.
Lie to my face to make me smile
Make me believe you for awhile.
Convince me like you've convinced yourself.
An additional trophy on your shelf.
something tells me the end is near,
and like every other time this will end in tears.
a beautiful girl, not just inside,
but she has no one, in which to confide.
the stress, anger and hurt she keeps,
should not be bottled up so deep.
shes a ticking bomb, ready to expload.
the world will feel the pain she'll unload.
and maybe then they will learn her pain,
and how they drove this girl insane.
Why are people naturally so desperate to find love and affection?
I ask myself this knowing, that I too, am one of these people.
Humans naturally crave affection, from when we are new borns, to adults. In order to thrive an infant needs love and affection; a physical touch. They need to be held, hugged, rocked, kissed, and so forth. They need to be cared for and loved in order to grow.
Then as we grow in to children, the need to be loved and accpeted do not depleat. It is tranfered from just our families to our peers also. We need friends. More people to care about us, comfort us, and love us. We put all of our trust and emo